A most of the time, reading the world and reality have created a wide gap between the two tend to overlap more and more will be is to read in-depth process, but also live in-depth process. one of the errors and pitfalls than the absolute number of lives, all the books you are waiting to enter, but rarely prepared mind.
review is to review your reading history spiritual growth history, although it behave reading pitiful, but even more in-depth time, but it is the puzzle that appears in the book of life, and now of their own, said it tentatively to the two piece.
first The reading is in third grade, word recognition is also incomplete, and read two books is happy. and not miss any characters after the develop the habit of things.
if there are other works of that era, have become weak.
junior high school to see the book is now also affected < Pushkin's Lyric Poetry , as long as the really good books, the role of influence is definitely there. Up to now I only really read poetry is Pushkin (translated by Charles Liang Zheng, and later to the university has to know his pen name Dan, who in the new poetry FY moment), that book is out of the founding of the early, put Zhen very unique, but unfortunately was lost to high school. Then I read any poetry in all this as a frame of reference when, although there are a lot of moving, but into the soul of the Pushkin. of Young Werther is more unintelligible, just wonder how foreigners that easy, quick to Siya alive, I think the language well to read again, you want to fathom the profound meaning of which, unfortunately teenage children. But I will at least know a good book should be a beautiful language, then intuition is often accurate when choosing books. this close to a lot of good writers.
was impressed to read as well as book, barely know it. (recently and the prevalence of evil customs) after a lot of sentences in the three-year-old goodbye so kind, such as old friends. also repeatedly saw Wei Wei's . Most of the time I walked out of the book is just the reality of the wings, that new and unfamiliar group of people than the people around me more interesting.
obsession with poetry when I started to find a poem must be memorized, I remember In addition to the general poetry, Lu You and Tang Wan I met the two in Reproduction, and finally moved by the strangers to the process. There is not only out of love for the first Ode carefully memorized, like the Su. the moving No one can tell, as the privacy to enjoy, and even I came up with another right and wrong, I think it only right and proper out of tune with reality happens in life, the soul to grow, albeit very difficult.
b < br> into high school is 85 years, the nominal age of 16, it is the era of disco and the school song, then have a break-dancing and a real song of RTHK. It is now known as the eighties was the era of idealism, I always think that it is because of the lack of material and spiritual dual ideals generated, from the outset not sound ideal. any person in high school are an important period of life, which link the teenagers and young adults, life in turmoil and confusion in the re-positioning, or even to determine the direction of his life and career personality.
I was moved first from the wounds after the Cultural Revolution literature, two of the award-winning novels like eight thousand four hundred eighty-five which I know almost all the important writers of the period, it is still an idealistic style, Pu, Zhang Kangkang later writers such as deepened the impression, but the overall it is a group feeling. which deep impression on the feel the impact of an unprecedented truth and goodness of life which in these works, but I need to enter the boiling environment and excellent groups. then I have been concerned about the Viewpoints, with and aesthetic ideals, we can His deep understanding of the future, stubborn, faith and perseverance, idealism never really stopped, will continue to make their own transcendence and sublimation.
but it seems that life's problems is too far away from me these truths, so and the environment more and more alienated. my heart like a fuzzy ideal world, the reality is dilapidated. Later that self-confidence and low self-esteem are always linked together, because they expect too much, it does not accept more and more of their own lives.
remember that time have an idea, even if a book has a useful word for me, I have to buy the firm, and then I will solve all the problems in life, so often their own money, often confused panic The total money on the home and difficult to open every possible sense, I remember only one I subscribe to a person there reading this type of popular post-Mao heat, heat and the Book of Changes translated books in Western culture boom, and the U.S. and Japan, best-selling book (Xi Demeng. Shelton Village life was to own the line so excited writer) Qiong Yao San Mao, a martial arts romance no less, and without any restrictions and guidance, I put my head Jiaocheng the gruel, all kinds of tastes are a mess. God knows those books are going where. now have all of the remaining few become as precious relics of an era, though some rough bear, or poisonous, the same as the old songs, and youth because it is linked to the warm feel no reason.
culture relative to Jin Yong, Gu Long's even more fun. Qiong Yao and San Mao also brought a similar sense of shock, to a young Mao Zedong provides a great deal of fantasy. In these readers have passions, there are witty, high, there fool ....... but I think if there is merit, then, is an unprecedented exercise of imagination, it seems, many aspects of life and character of the many side are those who read the seeds were planted, the real vitality in the germination of the right climate.
prosperity in the seemingly chaotic and desert, to enhance their reading and understanding grade level books have accidents. I believe that the experience a good book for their own, of life, it should be influential, or even change the course of life.
first encountered Balzac, in the Qiong Yao's obsession, a I wake up, life is cruel solemn highlights the real side of a sudden, the mind to indulge the solution was a little poison. Later, college has been really bought it, but never read, lay on the shelf by the lost years.
then sophomore time in the flea market to buy Fu Lei with a translation also the second year, I borrow from outside class Baudelaire , in those two days I read it almost day and night, I still remember some of the clips, writing a sense of drifting clouds, there are crazy and Venus. It struck a chord in my heart to another root, poetic and gentle, lonely and adrift, aesthetic and refused, and even decadent and EXILE despair. these things for a boy is a complete stranger, is so true, and now want China at that time, so, too. That was in existence, the honor, the gains and losses in addition, is close to the purely spiritual feelings, experiences lack of emotion after such a long time is a real luxury.
close to this thing about talking about moving people Baochai nature of things (Buddhism emptiness side), the same mind be too sensitive lethal, which led to my After the success encountered when the first books in the attitude of resistance, with the instinct that in addition to worldly success, life there should be something more precious. enhanced their own people against the tide of anti-social side Gerry.
Nietzsche was also bought of , paving the way for the University of Reading.
learning course in decline, his wife said when I write this it, you Dieyue right, is that these books harm you. This began writing poetry while also wrote some game articles, but unfortunately are not saved. That was really excited about that and literary talent should be better than now.
In fact, throughout high school and the surrounding environment is not a real exchange, I skip class, smoking and drinking. At the same time embrace the ideal of despair. my heart and around the world different, but I am ashamed to express to their contact groups. graduation essay, I write poems in the student yearbook, a student holding a laughing , I asked how, he said very good poetry, but usually foul-mouthed you to write, hey hey hey, huh, huh huh, huh.
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following the Review of the University of Reading, and now want to come, when a person is really a large number of leisure and endless choices, sometimes but not really in-depth, because the less urgent heart and desire. So, in fact, miss a lot of things in college.
library cards in the office, I can not wait to use first grade the evidence began. remember like six months, is a crazy library and read books. dormitory lights will be off to the night, so after ten I lit the candles, my bed's railing not only Zhulei mottled, as well as charred traces of class time and sometimes sleep, sometimes reading the following, as if never demerits notes.
Hou was first studied under the Western masterpieces. I like because the Roman. Roland reasons, in particular, prefer France, then copied the Christophe, you start from Guy de Maupassant. still remember reading his coolness of autumn and the chill with the attack on the life of the mind. Compared to the idealistic image of the trauma literature, it is more real and profound expression of a naive dream woman lost her life, joy and happiness just a moment, and then the endless suffering. In fact, life is like most of the leaves in the wind, as was the fate of the unknown master. The idea was in Theodore Dreiser's think of how to get out by the establishment of faith in life seems small chance to win not lose value.
After reading his other long, began to look short, I found these short stories seem more charming. The first is the leisurely narrative pace, as if with a knife in the human anatomy in the calm, so lofty vulgar greedy lust after another showing loyalty betrayed, no I used to sketch the ideal world as a simple clear, but then calmly tell your life in how many traps, the heroic people how they can pull off the win and even a little thing in life.
now want to come, almost all the great minds have the mentality of spectators, as if standing in the eyes of the world than with compassion overlooking the life of the picture. It was through the desert after their general life sense of self-break, and then enter the world of the heart, into detached and indifferent at the same time, it would seem to grasp the source of creation, to grasp the vitality and enthusiasm source. all the world picture of changes in the flow away their hearts, and that requires a broad multi-stage heart, that there should be a sun, should have their own seasons, with germination and dying, magnificent spectacular decline and corruption. With such a heart to really go beyond the success or failure time, one place, but also beyond the life of their own to play the lowly role.
great personality, eternal, eternal eyes of those quiet, timeless feeling of compassion; original dream will be broken , worldly success will be broken, shallow happiness and pleasure is even more fragile. who only want to complete the full spirit.
French writer (the time to consciously focus on one country, one person read) then there are on Balzac, Rousseau, Hugo, Zola, Sartre, Merimee swallowing such a large number of gulping, the brain seems to have been thrilled with excitement, what better then the distinctive deep, but now want most of all desalinated. which I started suspected Reading enriches the argument, if a person's life experience is not necessary, not to establish their own values and character set, then read only the increase in large part the confusion in his life. people are not smarter to learn to can, really rare is great wisdom, faith can make life began to have its own texture. I also think Qian often quoted words, and fantasy authors create and drive to meet in their own little literary talent of the author, less solid foundation and life of the literati to think deeply.
I read too fast, but also explore the lonely, the concept started in many places collided with each other, I know what to do, can not stop.
most of the book was not attractive packaging, simple but warm, and even some books have not been borrowed, so the more extra joy. in constant expectation of I aimlessly wandering over France writers I can imagine, I see the ideal and see the different options, see the limitations, see the gorgeous, but I'm still me, the heart situation quickly dispersed, and no change their lives. Some piecemeal moved, or feel a little light, some impression in later life has been re-awakened, but most were lost.
later in life I know that Zola described the monotony of life for workers dull numbness can occur in every person, like me, trying to kill themselves with tobacco and alcohol use unnecessary indulgence in life. also know that Sartre novels can not choose the drift of the tired, everyone will have to face both love and hate lost the foundation, life loses its foundation. Rousseau's faith in any era is enough to destroy themselves, but that is the real heart of gold. Hugo will never be ideal, we have encountered or indistinct paranoid spirit of uncertainty.
French literature is emotional and easy to read, and I feel very close to the Chinese culture, where, also has a rich poetic, romantic lyrics and lifelike expression. Then I came into contact with the United States literature, and immediately felt the rushing of the wild and Guanghan.
I know from another Whitman poetry, not much imagination, the whole world is of the heart. wide roads, the vast sky, lush forests, live flesh, and create enthusiasm. he is so direct access to all dynamic lies. I see no modification of the passion and confidence, that the eyes of a poet with a poetic interpretation of life, is put into the determination of the courage and sacrifice.
then Jack. London, I was in high school read that the emphasis will be on a young mind can be excited. this time they saw most of his works, that feeling is the pleasure reading can only stay in the top of life I am still poor and weak pale. did not think, the true spirit only through their own life experience growing up, the spirit of the transplant is not difficult, but impossible.
that's not too many colors the world, in a simple, we received a lot of things, and now review, I stubbornly believe that almost all amateur like me, readers are hovering at the door, very few have any real access.
Reading Hemingway is the same experience, we lack a basic understanding of a culture that, Therefore, in a lot of speculation and lose yourself. Sometimes people become ridiculous or incredible, so the fun of reading is lost. But I was as crazy as I am from the book to find the truth, and indeed can learn to grab a mere crumb of the ingenuity or wisdom, or just swallow whatever digestion.
American culture is the will and dignity of the world, but in China, at the time of the cultural environment, not to mention a small college, not in any environment too heterogeneous to allow too many the idea of self and life which will not have room for the growth of this spirit. So they read only a background to become self-growth only, I know a group of people in that pursuit, as love and hate, so life.
but there are some works that can direct the mind. the genius of the narrative, played down the times and culture, they say is the common language of mankind. In addition to the work I said above, I re-read Maugham description of the false people reflect on their own life. I still like to see a one scene: the hero talk down when a firm strong hand to play chess, have unusual after deviant passion, after another out of self-conformist a smooth and confident. shackles of society and culture is the coexistence of any environmental problems with any culture, but also must face the side of each individual, so the sound can echo in any era. studying English literature as this this same, but the impact is profound, I began to suspect that the choice of most people for life, even though this track had to go.
I read with a winter of friendly, honest and pious. from which I see suffering, frustration and struggle, destruction, also see youth, love, hope, Qiangyi, resistance. if only the north to the cold and the night becomes a long and steadfast mind, as if only suffering and lost heavily before they can cast out the spirit of compassion and wisdom beyond, from which I see some thing that lasts. which I have slowly stringing a chain, from child care to their favorite Weng had Rolland, to a later like Gandhi, they have been attracted to each other, which is probably the spirit of another race. and the general evaluation of different, I prefer books made out of a large segment of the circumstances review, I think, of when it must have appeared to give up description of the image, and these things I see that more real people, that era. and then I read three of his monumental work, a lot of plot, although forgotten, but that the perspective of a giant seed planted in the heart. < br> There Toth properly Aliyev Sharansky, in the show. who saw the book and the theory of small contempt for worship of the powerful, privately they must have been found of the influence of Nietzsche, he later learned earlier than Nietzsche is Nietzsche inspired by him before opening the create their own source. I was in his other works are also to enjoy the ultimate pleasure reading, but forgot the name, like beds and posture, but the content of desalinated.
reminds me of high school when it comes to Russia to see Turgenev, Pushkin see junior high school, I still remember the material; also know that Pushkin poetry lonely night, the long wait. There was a variety of comments from the thawing of the Soviet Union to see literature (he has been really missed the contact, the lesson to make up), Russia Excellent some very good writers are honest, it seems a bit clumsy with a shy person, but is the undisputed genius. they disdained materialism, advocating morality, the eternal pursuit of the true value, can become the coordinates of the human spirit .
(I later bought the ah!)
When the heart of the world is full of noise and light, the real world becomes pale, and I read made me feel increasingly ugly reality and helplessness, magically transported back after the nations, or their chaotic lives. then The only valuable thing is to organize his own poetry society, (because the school does not meet the rigid and controlled society) has produced a number of handwritten journals, divided up a few of the time they graduate, now disappeared. was called Planet Poetry Society, taking everyone is given an independent meaning of light and heat the planet, when in fact everyone did not think even the dust is not really, we are too small. I miss the time of writing, only a few retained the .
rumble run around outside society, most of the walls in doing all kinds of strange dreams, very funny very naive kids ah! Although many students was very very real awakening began his real the preparation of social positioning, their viability in fact lagging behind, but now I just need to know the spiritual growth necessary alienation, the kind of exploration is very slow, there will be a lot of detours, but eventually helps you to find value, find the real himself, who is this lesson will be the last face.
have a book in the traditions, that is the Czech writer Milan. Kundera's borrow this book, as if at that time or internal publications, Han Shaogong translation, the text is very beautiful. I was surprised at a person can have such nimble and wisdom, there can be such a profound understanding of human nature. Apply a stylish professional words is called Double solemn eyes in front of, human performance and self-deception have been torn off the disguise; strong and beautiful behind the label, but why it is weak and ugly. love, family, political, academic, dignity, justice, democracy, power, all so.
I also see the same events from the viewpoint of different characters, the kind of completely different understanding of love as the most intimate of people were moved with their excitement, to meet with their satisfaction, intentionally or unintentionally, into their own fraud. which I was always suspected the possibility of real communication, self Shangqie find difficult to express themselves and understand others is even more full of difficulties, which is no wonder the wise man silent or reticent.
This is in front of me talking directly to the heart of a book that is a long time I have looked up a book, that scene renju wonderful wit and dazzle me, let alone imitation and learning. Later seems to have been found in Han Shaogong translation can only miss the.
Yu have a view that paragraph, own garden, a horse Horse of the gallop of course look good, but not our horse, we lost their lives. Book in the author is happy, there is no concept of pollution, the only real expression, but the truth of the stemming the flow, so the labor, Streams, love, war are vivid and colorful, but a classic. medieval bookworm but mostly after a fresh life from being overwhelmed by the concept, too many lives cut off ingenuity power.
I was away for the whole of a common sense and the instinct is to read the monster head full of strange ideas, disguise the normal into the community. thoughts and beliefs are totally different concept, I can not be determined what to believe, will not give your life direction, so only in the drift in the dream. become the pursuit of university education and worked together to create their own waste.
fact, into the society, the real education began. Life always approach with a lot of you enjoy the run into the brick wall, only to wake up you really.
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I would like to experience that groups of the eighties in fact very difficult to read in depth, too many new concepts, and social life difficult in the ideological staggered back. nineties of the cultural environment is not explosive like the feeling, the whole society to digest the past, I do understand.
I feel like I did not miss any trend, it would seem that left no impressed, the first release of these, starting from the write once thought.
into the community look after their own eyes with the community, like every child just graduated, I need to re-position themselves. thinking of territory is large, but the reality is too narrow. (or, see the monotonous life was possible and fun) I remember a typical thing is to love Nietzsche universities are suddenly afraid. I realized that almost by instinct, that Thought can only let yourself be more incompatible with the surrounding environment, so I put laissez-faire when it is read on their own section. feel a strong spirit of free dance, feel those of pure poetry. (I can see Figure southern version is the translation of Chu, a little stylistic characteristics of the May Fourth Movement, may be prejudiced, I see other translation does not always comfortable, it is not my familiar tone of Nietzsche) This may represent a transition from blindly pursuing the expansion of aesthetic and ideal turn could lead to their own life-changing things. people always have the romantic period end of the recognition of barren, began pioneering in the life of the desert above.
external environment shift from fantasy to reality the first first, even though life gradually started feeling just to work there all the unhappy place where they feel there is no The real direction. Despite been reading, I think I was needed a cultural group or even comes culture, but at the time and even now is almost never possible, in the countryside or the town, life has its own rhythm. not because of a dream a little naive child to change.
should be in school a few years later, my school bought a bookstall on the Analects of Confucius just too cheap, only two dollars. put the classroom altogether, just the night shift time to look at. then the heat of Sinology has not now, I just before and from the Japanese writer Inoue Yasushi Lin seen more vivid there's the I do not have the interpretation of the Analects from others started, so the reading process is rather like the Zen Buddist parameters, so that the hearts of a mystery, but also not as steep climbing, so make yourself virtually and in-depth focus on a few. (a few years ago, see Nan's immediately feel that this is the book needs some life experience, you must have faced those difficulties, thought about those issues, those who carried out exploration, the answer will break your heart. Now I feel like the Analects of the better chapters of Buddhism Master direct instructions as simple and clean, to borrow a Buddhist term is the amount of habitat is the open show. He does not turn, lifted the veil directly into the core of truth, but then the smooth and confident.
time, every night sometimes wondering Ikunori one or two chapters of speech, but was meant endless, I realized that really need a real opportunity to enter a book, it's just as its time. created my first coordinates almost thought, hey, if the The idea, also known as human thought, then.
Chinese culture, a lot of issues from here, but I was starting my life from the point of view, and have a different perspective. I realized from the achievements of chance and luck or success ( true success in life) is almost impossible, the threshold needs a leap. I saw them the courage to act in Turbulent Times contentment and self-confidence, understand the suffering of the spirit to stand up.
fact, the real into the spirit of the classic will always need more space When a person with a more relaxed state of mind, and soul, not so cramped and utilitarian when it is able to and some great soul resonance. and this process is also a taste of training shoulders, cleaning and purification process.
me later to the students about to have something fresh from the language. In this way, some basic concepts continue to be strengthened, internal decision external, built up in the personality, all the small section of accomplishment on behalf of all, aggressive self-confidence in life, the plight of the stick, spiritual kingdom harmony, compassion and breadth of the cosmos as well as communication and self-confidence, when her gradually into the time, I often thought of Confucius in the classroom, think of that group had had to think of the cultural wilderness of information is almost zero of their age exploration, practice until the establishment of a higher and more sure to find the eternal self. think of the flowers of their minds, think of them together at the beginning of ideological confusion and illuminated by a light and even after the very different life. they are quiet and ride through history, to reach Every corner is still so fresh, or they gave to the to the every corner of the road leading to broad.
Confucianism is the philosophy of action, did not promise anything other than life, there is no yearning for transcendence However, to enhance each person's life has its own ladder, or beyond to complete the life itself. Buddhism was the Confucian theory as one day by the foundation, but also that it is highly recognized by the spirit of Confucius man draw a map of the world. I started I believe the ultimate absolute truth exists, respectively, in the growth of different cultures from different angles, these giants only interpret it. a man humble and open enough, there will be a road out just as fragile as thin ice on the basis of established Sadly, life, find their own solid soil, also found an inexhaustible source of their own. (college entrance examination be held on these days did not seem empty, and plans behind the class of Chinese culture, especially Buddhism)
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like to read also need to precipitation, they used to be able to read the impression left is now part of the reading is the recent maneuver is thought, wants to express but dazzled.
be connected to the front, I read the Analects of Confucius without any academic purpose of reading any book, too, so he just kick the tires stay on the surface of the. But compared to the pure pleasure of reading the addition of point thinking, this is the ancient village of the so-called method of pedantic reading, there is no broad perspective, there are a lot of self-righteous. It started a few days of irrigation in the forum, Jiuzheng on Fang, but also using other people's eyes unknowingly look at ourselves.
in my life, The Analects of Confucius is to provide an explanation of the system, but also a zero point.
my life almost without the slightest change in the state, but lost sentimental time, when confusion in the impetuous, the value system will be temporarily out of favor of the eternal thought, think the ultimate value. When you know that a group had to your whole life with something seen as keen when clouds will be at a higher point overlooking its own small, see through the illusion of pain, but also for his run around the busy heart of positioning.
calm down, the fragmented Personality may be gradually integrated, there is also the true desire and ideas from which a number of prominent, gradually found more and more the nature of the real me. or even a progressive firm belief that: the external environment that will not affect the almost The real goal of your life, a spiritual world to establish a sound, so you can should look like this, it will not evade the responsibility of living in a fantasy escapism in the negative, but the ancient Chinese, the husband of the feelings and commitment to upholding the spirit. be very difficult, ...
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