A Chinese medicine expert and autobiography of mental patients

 Here is to my mental clinic recently consulted a Chinese medicine expert co-autobiographical material
Chen Chang, male, Chinese experts, native of Shandong Yanggu
leg disease since childhood, walking the inconvenience, but after suffering from mental illness
Dr Chan self-improvement, study hard, hard thinking, not only in their professional
has made remarkable achievements, loved by the local patients but also in the rural cooperative medical
offer advice on areas he wants to own
tell you the story, and asked me to put online
struggle - a Chinese medicine expert and mental patients confession
Key words: three-four times the tortuous course of insomnia painful experiences into a mental hospital in the spring of life, perseverance, finally have achieved
World Health Organization has issued a report that there is a global 4 people will face in life, mental illness or neurological disorders. 4.5 billion people in the world today suffer from this disease problems, will the future development of mankind is a major threat to .2001, published . the report says, the current 100 million people worldwide commit suicide each year, there 10000000-2000 million people attempt suicide. In addition, over one billion people worldwide suffer from depression, the disease has become the fourth largest epidemic, to account to the By 2020, depression will become the world's second largest after the epidemic of heart disease.
I am a doctor, but also a physically disabled and suffered from mental illness, out of love, I want to own experience written in the hope of being or have been suffering from various mental disorders and their relatives who inspire, help.
polio sequelae of addiction left me permanently disabled - left lower limb disability. because by a variety of mental stimulation, life repeatedly with neurasthenia, obsessive-compulsive neurosis, schizophrenia, manic depressive psychosis.
decades, relying on the party's good policies, many of his family and the community good people of concern and support through individual hard work, not only to overcome the confusion physical disability, mental illnesses, tenacious to survive, but also through self-study, apprentice by a traditional Chinese medicine, barefoot doctors and gradually promoted to chief physician of Chinese medicine practitioners. and in the treatment of cervical spondylosis, low back pain, cardiovascular and cerebrovascular disease, chronic gastrointestinal diseases, and other difficult aspects of the famous, also found a can prevent cancer, the Cuban side - loess soup. has more than 10 articles published in medical papers, several articles has been rated as national or world-class Leadership Award traditional medical disciplines. individual performance has been incorporated into the Name Code China Diaoyutai State Guesthouse, medical experts at the July forum, made br> A, the tortuous course of four insomnia
I Yanggu County, Shandong Province of origin determined the water town and village, fall 1956, the first father to transfer to the High School Reading Chiping sixth grade, the summer the following year, was admitted to Chi Ping-in junior high school classes. At that time, scoring the implementation of ;, that all subjects are type of doctors, serve the people wholeheartedly, be a physician, disease, suffering for the people to lift .1963 graduated from high school entrance examination, my first choice is reported in Shandong Medical College. but the college entrance examination, I was informed: for not allowed to apply for the Disabled, and I was very discouraged. intentioned school leaders sent Liaocheng guidance to the test area director Ji-Chang Yang negotiations, the final result is: science and engineering, agriculture, forestry and Medicine can not sit, can only apply for Literature and History to test.
At that time only 20 days away from the entrance, and change the test of Literature and History, the light that some of the history, geography and tired of seeing, but Come. I thought anxiously, began to sleep, and awake to endorse a while sleepy and confused children to sleep are also sleep die, this is the first time in my life insomnia. open the papers into the examination room, my mind went blank, nothing out of response, the natural answer was a mess. I knew that no hope of entrance examination after the mother returned to the home side, feeling ashamed ashamed to restore calm. The cause of insomnia because of the college entrance examination, not one tablet, just change the environment, adjusting the state of mind which does not rule out more.
1962 National Houjifaren according to the status of TCM in China, released implemented with the policy of Chinese Christians, and I in October 1963 to Chiping People's Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine, with five old TCM study Chinese medicine, acupuncture, massage.
county hospital because at that time that medical technology is relatively weak, the five selection of old Chinese are up from the county. So Many patients are looking for traditional Chinese medicine doctor, every teacher of dozens of patients every day admissions, and even weeks, no holidays, no more space to our Chinese apprentice lecture. teacher commanded us: to work at 8 am every day to clean the well of traditional Chinese medicine and health, to give teachers carry the water, and then back to the personal quarters self-study, problems take care to answer the teacher's empty.
to support from the school because I into a habit, a problem well ask why? So my first contact with Chinese materials, also good to ask why? our teachers can answer the first question I ask, after six months they are sometimes not answered. Some teacher said I: ask. had to memorize. back to back to, I do not know why give yourself linked up. looked at the book in terms of disease, the disease I have, that I also have a disease; my dirty virtual, that dirty, but also loss, heart scared .1964 summer, the second time I've ever had insomnia. One time I fainted on the way to the kitchen Dafan, the students helped me to the dormitory, the teachers but also to open Chinese medicine, acupuncture is the treatment of 10 I-day effect is not very good. Yangzhong Han teacher let me go home and rest for some time, so ill come back a good school.
Yanggu I went to the county, when my sister work in the clothing factory Yanggu County, my mother gave me sister to see the child. One day, I saw at the Xinhua Bookstore, a I know neurasthenia and thought-over, Yongnaoguodu related to irregular sleep and diet related. apprentices in traditional Chinese medicine more than six months, because I completely self-learning method, there is no work schedule, day and night he kept back Yeah, copy, or writing, personal and no clocks, often studying late into the night, life, learning that there is no law, can not sleep you?
rest in a few days at my sister, my diet gradually returned to normal sleep . back Chiping, let my father to buy a small clock, individual and develop a work schedule. the hospital before the teacher has changed our way of learning, from fully self-prescription to copy to the teacher during the day, written records, the evening to Chinese medicine out-patient room or a few students to discuss the self-study. I side with the teacher copy, write in case of typical cases found by the night when memories of self-recorded, and accumulated several books. The cause of insomnia because of Chinese apprentices through time and rest, to understand pathogenesis, then quickly recovered to lift the ideological concerns.
1966 by the end of the county health bureau under the central spirit of the document, the county more than 20 Chinese apprentices all assigned to the small commune health center . I was assigned to the port area Chiping Durao community health centers work .67 Haoji Gong before the Spring Festival, the Cultural Revolution, the fire burned Dulangkou area hospitals. the whole hospital, including 7 under more than 30 medical clinics staff under the leadership and organization in the hospital, set up a Red Guard rebel groups. Then we contact the hospital director and member of the immunization, maternal and child health workers, accounting, medicine, and the Secretary of several clinics Chen Shuangmiao part of the North who, along with our Hao set of all clinic staff were more than 10 people, set up a spontaneous revolution, rebel groups - .
posters posted five days out, however, armed Dulangkou area ministers, special, military chief of staff and other areas led Dulangkou Revolutionary Council of the 10 people rushed to the clinic set Hao, accuse us of this organization is not a counter-revolutionary , and it is not a revolutionary organization! want us to automatically revoked, or on the organization of the revolutionary masses to smash the region. so-called burn more prosperous, in August, the impact of the situation and our director's urging, I on behalf of our organization, wrote in support of shelling camp and the > posters put up after the Dulangkou area departments quickly organized a organization called the Red Guard Command) established a joint office of three organizations, and elected me as the Standing Committee. We sent me altogether, director of the Permanent Dulangkou, the in wages.
slightly higher educational level as I point Most of the General Assembly speech drafted by me. As I may learn, eager to learn the central documents in the so-called mass criticism, classes like the activity, as long as I was there and never had any physical protest events. I Dulangkou the cadres, workers, peasants, students, prestige to set up, some people also nicknamed me organized by the liberation of the cadres, the masses of the three co-head of the organization elected Dulangkou District Revolutionary Committee of the Preparatory Committee, I have the most votes was elected to the Standing Committee of the Preparatory Committee. this election, Hao Dong Brigade secretary of the Division Xing Zhi, Hao Hu Gijón Set End School principal, was selected as the Standing Committee of the size of the team because of Haoji Gong community cadres, cadres of various departments straight community, staff, teachers, students are bombarded, and the quality is better.
This caused a serious armed factional discontent Minister Song Zhiping. He on the one hand more votes Chi Hing Division Hu Gijón dismissed as a general member, which was then instigated and instructed us to defend the hospital's head of singling me. overnight Dulangkou area hospitals and the streets Dulangkou: alley.
Dulangkou area hospitals several former head of the Red Guard organizations, have been transformed into a shelling by the defenders to send the head of school, they are threatened and coerced, the hospital told me to expose our party secretary Li Kehuai gay how to give advice . I said: Wo, you can pay attention to me, do not fall into the trap. why should we combine him, is to see that he was born a poor peasant, is just four clear lift to stay in the hospital when the branch secretary and president, and three the number of Dean and his young .
struggle sessions one after another, they Jiudou and beaten members of our organization, prevention workers, Comrade Wang Guilin. Wang Guilin twelve, worked as a traitor when the three-year-old medical detachment of soldiers, is to give the sick and wounded three detachment Client-side feces urine, meal delivery, dressing and the like to mixing bowl of rice to eat poor children, history has already made a conclusion. they gave him the hat is the history of counter-revolutionary buckle, bad elements, the whole package that I am his purpose bad people, our organization impure. told me to write checks, write expose, always pass. They say, less than what they want to engage in Lian Zhouzhuan, but also took me to Dulangkou District Supply and Marketing Cooperative, and other units to accept criticism, to Narcotics. I stand where this battle, the third time I sleep. I also rice unable to eat, not sleep all day, peering eyes straight. Song Zhiping look at my nerves are abnormal, it put me back to health centers Hao set.
me up at night, the street a little movement that it is the task I, and others have to say the words that is to say the old me. also thought about suicide medicine, the comrades in the night I only one to two sleeping pills, usually a feeling will not let me. Later I use acupuncture needle into my heart before the zone to the ribs, the ribs sideways along the bar into the.
Like Huai was arranged for the President and Lianying, director of the play in the old Chinese medicine and medical school students in Zhouyuan Xiang Liu b gay escort me to the county hospital, Premier Lee in person at County Hospital, waiting for us. I live in a county hospital closed simple ward, I served drugs, needles hit sleep, I stumbled a big sleep sleep, but also pulled pants. The next day the rebel county hospital length of the water head of ginger look at me and said: , the pressure in the heart of a fallen stone ground. some days hospital, I returned to their parents, even the medication plus rest, less than a month to recover the.
Hao set clinic later I went back, because I is from the city to the doctor, good attitude, looking more and more I see patients, especially where I used to learn from the Chinese the technology teacher cured several cases of habitual abortion, pregnancy reaction, hepatitis, trachea inflammatory gastritis; with traditional Chinese medicine and acupuncture cured several cases of frozen shoulder, sciatica, dysentery, biliary ascariasis, hemiplegia, infantile malnutrition product and other patients, I soon a minor celebrity.
1970, according to Chairman Mao proposed health room, and run from the cooperative medical service. we have implemented a single prescription of soil, a handful of herbs needles, but also made some cream, Dan, Wan San, also taken from the species from some Chinese herbal medicines. Three years, in addition to Hao West brigade to solve four or five hundred people prevent and cure the problem, but also a surplus two or three thousand dollars. Hao was also named the West brigade clinics Liaocheng district health system, an advanced unit, I have also been developed Hao West brigade Party branch probationary member.
1973 年 11 March, the clinic personnel recovery, I transferred from Chengguan Hao West brigade hospital, Hao Chengguan Hospital West brigade Party branch to branch to develop my writing has been prepared for the Communist Party's letter of introduction .
first I was in the Chengguan film Paopian, engage in disease prevention and the cooperative medical reminders, after six months, according to work needs, but also take care of my disability, was able to get into the top of the hospital of traditional Chinese medicine clinic. I speak of personal ethics medicine, Sometimes a day or two out of ten patients can see, I was also named the advanced workers each year. Dean accordance with the needs and to the Health Board and the commune party committee's approval Chengguan, raise my head for health care.
1976 in the spring, the hospital leadership also sent me to the county hospital of traditional Chinese medicine education. I was originally with the Yang Zhonghan teacher learning, and later was arranged with the Li Jixiang teacher to take. I learned a lot from the teacher Li Jixiang Western medicine diagnosis and treatment of the basics, but also to He learned a full and complete services for patients of good ethics.
six months training period is coming, I Traditional Chinese Medicine, when he was head of the Yang Zhonghan teacher said: Hospital, went to work. a moment, Yang Yuanzhang very readily replied: to work. call you at night to our house to play. , tell you to go back down before Paopian to launch cooperative medical care, as the party prepared to develop your tree you are a typical, obey the leadership, the party called Gansha just do it dry but also must do a good job, you also have this capability. this, I'm keen on the idea of the.
next day, I went back to work Chengguan the hospital, I together with two lesbian hospital, the daily meal to find the battalion or brigade secretary of barefoot doctors to work, after the three of us joint efforts, less than two months, close up of the cooperative medical section, pull up the barefoot doctors are both pick up dry.
heard later, I was prepared for the development of party members and the courtyard is to send people to my country of origin Yang Valley to engage in political examination, and is now, I Chiping one of an old classmate to my house to play, I told him this, he let me into the courtyard, communal activities in the activity. I think the yard is no problem, Dean said that party members to be called to prepare for the development of me I'm back, and I and Chaoyuan Zhang played on the table, is on the temper; Yang Yuanzhang often the General Assembly would commend the little me, I have the impression the president Liu Yun is also good, I have been elected for three consecutive years of advanced workers, is not familiar with the commune. in accordance with the recommendations of old school, I went to the commune Organizer Laocao Chengguan, unfortunately Laocao left, his wife received me, and asked out what he wanted, she told me: his wife sent me to the gate Shiyou repeat the sentence: time insomnia.
Chengguan I transferred back to the hospital since 1973, from Paopian to the clinic, from play and old Chao and Zhao on the table to play on the table, from the president to each of three doctors, gay, from work to life, I feel the performance is pretty good! and the relationship between leadership and comrades also is pretty good, why party committees should be indicators to the commune, where the spectrum not hit me? Where is this root cause ah? hh
this Shiyou comes down with the Gang of Four, three Dean divided into two groups, mutual accusations, the General Assembly fails to open, they then have to fight on both sides of me, I should stand on? I sleep by the gradual development of severe insomnia and mild Finally, the development of seven or eight days through the night. Finally, a conference room at night is my complete nervous breakdown, and I major attack of hysteria, also known as hh
Liu Yun cried Dean gave me a sleep pin, Dr. Zhao Bingrui I was carrying back home. at home some days did not improve, hospital leaders and my father arranged for me to go to the county hospital medicine hospital ward summary.
Chiping Hospital was a psychiatric hospital from Shandong Province delegated down the Han Baoyi anesthetists in the operating room when the doctor and he diagnosed me as obsessive-compulsive disorder, in charge of the ward Li Jixiang Chinese simplified diagnosis of neurasthenia teachers, hospital doctors after the consultation despite both of them, but after I heard, Dr. Li on Handa Fu to open treatment of mental illness and the like can not use drugs and doses, according to neurasthenia with traditional Chinese medicine, Western medicine, acupuncture treatment, although the words were less a day, sleep on for a while, but still felt I could not sleep, and once freak.
Spring Festival, I heard my uncle Mr Justice A sick, to see me, he called my father took me to a psychiatric hospital to see Liaocheng district, through an acquaintance, I found a doctor surnamed Ning initially diagnosed as schizophrenic, received hospital treatment.
two or three to a mental hospital in the spring of bitter experience
1977, I first checked into a psychiatric hospital Liaocheng. was in addition easy to wake up, wake up after falling asleep difficult, if not more, there are euphoria, performance is very cooperative. when medication is very simple, mainly Dongmian Ling, non Flanagan, perphenazine, An Tan, chloral hydrate and the like, or infusion, do not eat medicine. hospitalized less than two weeks, a Sunday, my uncle came to see me, a meeting said: asked: Yeliang very happy, talking and laughing, back to uncle's home in the afternoon, soon after dark. The doctor told me to go back before dinner to take medicine. uncle, said: a good meal, lay the table, is preparing to eat, my disease again.
my mouth drooling, mouth not open, look dull. uncle made me eat, I do not know food, chopsticks also get none. uncle a look at this situation the line, scared, anxious and said to me: needle, to find him go. After the needle next to the outer room and talk to my uncle. The next over needle, my facial expression, salivation and other symptoms have improved, I feel much relaxed mood. a look at these points all know, a hundred will, within the customs, gu, Zusanli, Sanyinjiao, etc, etc more than 10 minutes, not to the line of needles, waiting for half an hour, not to the needles, and so on for a long time, I'm so tired, but also hold back the urine, just give yourself from the needle. I was ready to get out of bed into the room, Mr. God, I saw the needle from the down, and quickly said: No, up go away! , and my uncle said the night, then the next day Chiping uncle sent me, but not back to a psychiatric hospital.
in Chiping abode two days in my home, but also could not sleep the General Assembly to wake up, and who pull up are endless, brighter future. poor parents and his wife took me to the hospital to find Han Baoyi Chiping doctor. Handa Fu gave me the medicine has reserpine, Dong Mianling and the like, excited, and very dry mad state quickly calmed down, there was a marked improvement in sleep. then built a family member courtyard Chengguan Hospital, hospital leaders arranged for me to one, also decided to let me go to work, arranged for me with the Qi Wenlan, Zoushang Ying, Kong Cuiping three comrades ran Chengguan film.
As the role of anti-psychotic drugs, and I lie down and sleep all day, reticent, parents, and his wife would not let me read, work, find me a doctor, no one, during which my wife and Gesao also took me many doctor, but the effect is not large. This lasted for more than a year, others advised me to go to Jinan, provincial psychiatric hospital to see my father took me to a psychiatric hospital in Shandong Province, doctors do not know what my father said , just remember to open the drug lithium carbonate tablets and other drugs have. read after the illness, my father took me to teach the Thousand Buddha Mountain, saw a few spots, I did not in the mood, back then by Jinan Chiping open bottles to continue Paopian.
one night, I went to the house next door to Yang Yuanzhang go home to find my son, he Yangyuan Chang home and watch TV. suddenly fell down the stairs, I cried known, but also fall ill. I I only remember that some people were carried into the car away, and later on do not know, and then I, Dean Yang Junling night I was to call an ambulance sent Liaocheng mental hospital two wards. hospitalization, give me a used acupuncture, and medication carried into the ward after an injection the most western end of the big room, I began a second live Liaocheng psychiatric hospital experience. I Zhuzhidafu surnamed Li, in the hospital some days , sleep, mental and feel better soon, I thought they turned up in the study of integrative medicine.
Chiping hospital because of my medicine summary ward hospital, had seen two doctors in Western Li Jixiang, Traditional Chinese Medicine, San Maoxing led to the large number of newly assigned, college graduates, identified by Western diseases, TCM, according to the needs of the disease, the infusion of fluids, eat Chinese food in the traditional Chinese medicine, the acupuncture acupuncture acupuncture acupuncture to , many patients, the cure rate is also high, I witnessed the superiority of integrative medicine.
During this period, Zhao Xiangren teacher died due to stroke, according to his will, aunt to Zhao Zhao clinical tool in later life Book - Zhang Xi-chun's Chinese medicine, Western medicine theory to explain two sets, diagnosis and treatment. I want these ideas to my doctor to talk about Dr. Li, he initially said it did not empty, then I take care of his space to find him a few times, but to me the more he and more fierce, it was not Maqi I came. When my family came to visit, Dr. Li will let me out of the hospital, this time probably more than a month.
discharge, I think Chinese medicine is now an apprentice to has more than 10 years, and the results not as good as others in the Western year, not only graduate students, such as people, even as young people just a small succession. In the past acquaintance ignored me in the past to find patients with the disease I have seen do not look now went to the doctor. I just became a basket case, what use is it to live? if it dies, his wife and two children, how do? some kind of comrades heard that I have this idea, also tried to persuade me, enlighten me . especially the ladies and the old Dean Like Huai Qi Wenlan said to me: , and again screwed anyway, and felt good as dead. This state continued for more than two years.
1979 年 after the Third Plenary, my father's colleagues, the People's Bank of Firm Resources and Sustained Chiping heard my uncle neuropathy may not see the doctor two or three years, he said to my father, his cousin in a psychiatric hospital when the doctor Liaocheng, it is better to look for her to look at. So the three of us into a mental hospital. his cousin named Kou, forty years old, cheerful and approachable. asked illness, Kouda Fu said: The doctor attending three rounds combined. Weida Fu to open Chinese medicine, Western medicine Kouda Fu and Anda Fu to open, when I put my rounds on the integration of Western ideas about them. I said, they certainly right , not to give explanations. At first I offered to speak to them, and later Kouda Fu to take the initiative to ask me, I mentioned the problem gradually less and less, sleep more and better information content. just more than a month, I recovered the hospital. discharge, Anda Fu on me and my wife said: I used the opportunity to visit, I bought a notebook and a pen, I wrote Experience of treatment of mental illness. write it. pen and I would let you save this. should feel better than the previous two effects, integrative medicine, drug therapy combined with psychological treatment, the doctor service attitude. non-discrimination of patients, the condition may be improved quickly led me to the main factors. After that, a television lines, made me completely disillusioned, that is discharged from hospital one night shortly after 11 o'clock, I went home next door to me Dr Lau's son back to school just to sleep, when he was there watching TV, just a door on TV A woman rescued by her, because young women break, but committed suicide in earnest: > This sentence is like asking me, I can not calm the mind a long time, I repeatedly ask myself: , always a good death, or live better? always afraid of being looked down, afraid of being a joke, afraid of this life completely over. afraid of this fear that, nothing more than a vanity, inferiority trouble, in fact, who would like to open, even are not afraid of death, afraid of what? to die for a vanity so not worth it. From then on, thoughts of suicide disappear completely, restored hope in life. As for the TV What is the name, I still do not know. < br> also in this, the state restored the medical staff promotion policy through the examination .1980 autumn, I participated in the promotion of Chinese medicine organizations across the province the examination, two hours of questions, I answered the 40 minutes, 50 minutes to carry out an assignment, After that got 95 points, and get the praise of regional proctor: Dr Chan, say you have neuropathy, it is not is not it? heard of this promotion examination, the county number of you do well, you go to work it. ; Yangyuan Zhang said: . than they worry about, I have to read medical information search, but also your Western doctor consultation, but also fear of the patient out of danger, I am anxious to spook, and later led the hospital clinic was also arranged for me to do the work.
I sleep less emotional and a bit low, but there First, starting from the first person. I began to make friends among the same age I was, and in addition to maintaining and close friend of Zhou Yuanxiang brother, and he made a Chiping by the North off the Wang will brother, what I do take things too hard take the initiative to talk to him two to talk, to vent, because the old president Like Huai love in our hospital as a nurse, have lived in our hospital, I have something to talk with him often. sometimes find old doctor West Wing Lau Yang Zhonghan my mentor teacher talk.
to find two elderly people talk about, and sometimes be positive, but sometimes get criticism, but sometimes the criticism is psychological but I feel more at ease.
in school I have never read a novel, and now bought a radio program in addition to listening to foreign news network is the network to listen to the novel. Listen to the entertainment network novel, but also learn a number of people doing things the truth. I am no longer as in the past only read medical books, but what newspapers and magazines are read. With a TV from the TV series later, I have to seriously understand the truth in life. I began to learn to helping others, failing more than for others. I do not have ulterior motives, not dare to steal, otherwise you will not sleep. encounter model selection, in pay, training, promotion and so good, as long as the war's more, I'll take the initiative to make. I can not lead or behind their comrades ill. I What is the leadership ... at work